poems wow !! :3

here is two poems i wrote to day !! wow! small tw: sh :/ again pls know there is someone out there who cares if ur struggling:((

"the saint of sinners" 04/08/24
your words,
they are like the edge of a knife–
sweet relief, but you know it'll hurt you anyways.
you're the personification
of euphoria
realising everything you've done to me
is like coming down from the high
go ahead
try to take back what you said
but deep down, i will always know,
i will always remember

untitled, 04/08/24
i am never the poem
yet always the poet
why might this be?
sometimes i stare at the ceiling
thinking maybe
someone,
and someday
will want me.
i am just hopelessly hopeful
that there is a soul in the world
as hopelessly hopeful
to love someone like me.