re: 1st entry; 'i pledge allegiance to the flag of hypocrisy'

[pinasfs]

here is a poem i wrote today. i guess i like this one.

'i sleep with your old shirts and walk through this house, in your shoes, i know it's strange
it's my strange way of saying 'i know i'm supposed to love you,
i'm supposed to love you'
that was a song lyric
because i'm like a broken record
repeating the same lines over and over again
til people get sick of me and shove me aside
songs on repeat in my head
holding back tears as i hum along
to my 'loony tunes.'
'it's my strange way of saying i know i'm
supposed to love you
i'm supposed to love you'
i stare at you from across the room
and it replays once more
'i'm supposed to love you'
but i can almost hear
'you don't know who i really am'
and my throat stings just because i know
that if you knew, you'd run away
and never look back

i write many poems:/ maybe i will upload more soon ?? i am going tew upload more personal stuff tho cuz i just love trauma dumping on random people on the internet it's so fun:3 /hj